i thought this time last year that by now i would have my life together. i'd be in college getting a degree in some field that's perfect for me. i'd have my life all sorted out, knowing exactly what i want.
instead i'm just floating around doing nothing of importance. and what's worse is that the people around me, the people who supposedly "care" about me, they're just letting me do it. they're letting me waste my life.
it's times like these that make me turn back to my old ways. establish some control in the only way i know how. and then i can get my act together.
everything in my life is wrong. everything.